Indifference by Jessica Riddle

Home is fine...I guess.
Itís not fun, but itís not dull.
I sometimes feel like my life isnít empty,
But it sure isnít full.

Musicís neat...I guess.
Itís goin, but itís still here.
And I know that my life hasnít reached a peak,
But itís only been a year.
And I know if I give all my heart
That Iíll have nothing to fear.

Iím not here, but Iím not gone.
I donít accept, but I donít belong.
Iím not with, but Iím not alone.
I know people, but Iím not well known.

I feel okay....I guess.
Iím not ashamed, but Iím not proud.
And I know what I feel and I want
To stand up and scream it aloud.

Lifeís alright...I guess.
Itís not short, but itís not long.
I sit around and I know I should
Do whatís right and avoid what is wrong.
And I hope I can make everything o.k.,
But you might hate this song.

Iím not here, but Iím not gone.
I donít accept, but I donít belong.
Iím not with, but Iím not alone.
I know people, but Iím not well known.

Maybe Iím strong, maybe Iím colder.
I still see the world like a newborn child.
And maybe Iíll understand it better when Iím older.
Maybe not...maybe not.

Iím not here, but Iím not gone.
I donít accept, but I donít belong.
Iím not with, but Iím not alone.
I know people, but Iím not well known.